Lovesick Boy, Deathsick Man

by Jacob John

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released July 16, 2015

written by Jacob John
Gil Daniels as young Neil and Adrian Centoni as Dr. Isaac
recorded by Jacob John and Brandon Sagnella
artwork by Levi Gosteli and Jacob John
mastered by Levi Seitz at Black Belt Mastering

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Track Name: Let it Come to You
you're all i need
you're a miracle
beautiful blonde and blue
i want to find your dreams
get inside of them
with a hope that you'll remember something
let it come to you
now comes the morning
and the sun is out
she clears all of the clouds with her rays
now she is dancing
in her sunny dress
tippy toes are leading the way
let me come with you
let me follow you
when you're sitting in the clear blue sky
i don't look
but i know you're there
cause i can feel your warmth
oh my god
i said too much
i'll see you on your way down
Track Name: Pretty Good
my mazy mind is in a moat
and i'm walking around
picking up rotten fruit
off the ground
forever circles in her eyes
i gotta lay down
my frangible head splits up
spinning round
withering
every time you look into the sun
you run
i think it's coming after you
and every time i see the stairs
i climb them like a little kid cause i'm not scared
even in the morning
staring at the ceiling
take some till you're feeling
pretty good
my mummy mask is a mosaic
it fleas to the unknown
a fucked over quarter note
all alone
but you know it's no surprise
when you break then you own
my fragmented life feels like
a funny bone
chattering
ever since i looked into the sun
you run
i think it's coming after you
and every time
i see the stairs
i climb them like a little kid cause i'm not scared
even in the morning
staring at the ceiling
take some till you're feeling
pretty good
all my broken pieces will be thrown away
(forever circles in her eyes)
what's the point of stepping on them every day
(but i know it's no surprise)
i will mold another lover anyway
out of clay and i'll say my goodbye in some other life
Track Name: Fucking Done
i need to fumigate my head
kill all the spiders crawling round my bed
make room for something i can stand again
cause you took the best thing that i had
i feel like shit i hope you're glad
you're so dumb
oh yea
fuck you
it feels so good to be all alone
loves a myth
that i don't wanna hear anymore
so i'm fucking done
i'm done with everyone
i'm fucking done
i'm done with love
now i'm a product of your shit
and i'll do what i can to fucking bury it
making myself a pretty bed
cause you took the best thing that i had
i feel like shit i hope you're glad
you're so dumb
oh yea
fuck you
how does it feel to be a stay at home nothing?
don't wanna hear from you anymore
cause i'm fucking done
i'm done with everyone
i'm fucking done
i'm done with love
even when i die i'll keep an open eye and it will follow you around forever
Track Name: The Sun is Dying, Too
Mother Mary
Take my soul
Bowl of cherries
Pot of gold
To all the stories
Never told
The sun will wake to you
A cosmos in
The virgin white
To know the darkness
See the Light
Come Nazareth
Inside the night
The sun will set with blue
Forgive my tossed and
Tackled tongue
Love the gunman
Hate the gun
They are not
The chosen one
The sun is burning through
I don't know
If I'm coming down
In the heavens
Echoed sounds
Suspended by
A mushroom cloud
The sun will wake anew
I met a girl
In LadyBird
We Talked a lot
She didn't say a word
Though above the trees
I thought I heard
The sun is dying too, Moon
Track Name: I Don't
I'm sorry ringing through my memory, a tragedy so vague
It costs me everything they want of me, I'll never carry the name
Now I'm alone sick of hearing the phone just ring and ring
Caught in a wire, about to catch fire waiting to be killed or relieved
Killed for the love that I gave that took away all of the love that I saved for the collision day
I'd have to live to be true, to say I love you
I'm sorry that I couldn't say that I do
Cause I don't
There's no two, I don't mean to hurt you, the line that I drew distorted so fast
Went askew, I knew that it was untrue, forgetting always to asks
What good can come from your love when you hate yourself?
Track Name: This War in Me
Dear friend of mine
I'm a ship on the land
Soaked in brine
Come save me from my hands
This war in me
Brought the train off it's tracks
Abandoned cold
I'm never coming back
But oh what a wonderful day when I see your face over the mountains of grey
My love and stone
Heart is hard from the world
In this old home
Under trees I'm curled
This war in me
Black clouds all of my dreams
My shadows lost
I'm blind to what you see
This war in me